Getting Interesting Quickly
Thursday, Jan. 31, 2019 7:59 PM
'i'm Your Man" -- Lucas Silveira (Leonard Cohen Cover)
Been modelling for my insta more -- it's fun; usually I'm not the model, I'm the photographer. I've taken some good shots of things lately,and feel 50% more confident I don't actually need a manual focus lens to be a good photographer ------ though autofocus drives me batshit.
Since it's MY accounts, I have no one really telling me NOT to photobomb my own pics. My mom was the reason I changed my FB profile pic to something normal a while ago. Since then, I took a wicked shot of my newer sunglasses and uploaded ThAT.
My mom is definitely negatively impacting me in the way I feel about being exposed as a crossdresser; online people love me. In real life, people find this mystifying and challenge my motives and whatnot.
My best friend's mom (also a friend to me) wouldn't quit comparing her tran grandson to me; I'm not feeling trans -- I'm feeling like a drag king. The main diffrerence between me and 90%of Insta kings is they're more clowny -- I'm aiming for realism; I cant wear makeup to contour, because makeup is a new allergy -- it burns my face. I have yet to test the spirit gum, or the microbrush eyebrow pen.
I HAVE my latest haircuttings to make a wig, and needles for wigmaking incoming; i asked the hairdresser to pass on to the store owner i'm looking for silk mesh for customized beards. I want a circle beard most of all, even though that's the #1 style of late. I used to doodle myself with it, and have been foresseing a beard prop for ageeeeeeeees.
I worry my family will freak when I start the Bill stuff. YT is public, and I WILL be talking about their naysaying about hw they dislike this side of my life.Bill is like yother half; I consider him myleft arm -- I'm ambidexterous a little. That had has a firmer, stronger grip. A slower but harder punch.Bill's a finisher.I'm starter.
I think this is gunna get intersting quick.
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